~~~ That's Me ~~~

Saturday, December 6, 2008

What A Week

This week has been especially tiring for me, working for six days in a row!!! Waking up at 4.15am and sleeping at 12am EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!

Tomorrow, yesssss, tomorrow I can finally rest... Though I wanna do some shopping for my important events this month and next month as well, I've decided that all shopping activities can wait till after 3pm tomorrow!

I realised that my temper has gone from bad to worse, especially early in the mornings when I just wake up and during work..

When I just wake up, you just CANNOT keep nagging and nagging at me can?! I know, there may be some important (or not so important) things that you might wanna say (like ask me to drink a cup of plain water first moment I wake up and how it's good for health and yadda yadda), but still, at least give me my first thirty minutes of the day alone to myself can?

I'm not talking about only my mother lah, just anyone who happens to sleep with me for the night, like maybe some friends who sleepover at my house? Or I go sleep at other people's house? I don't know la, I just tend to get very easily agitated when I just wake up.. Though my friends who have slept over at my house are rather ok cos they are not the ones who will keep going non-stop about something lor..

During work time, I do not expect others to keep up with me and follow my pace, cos I can't do that too.. I do things at my own space and time and I just think that everyone's working styles are different and we can't expect everyone to be the same as us..

But if we are going for lunch break, you know that it's already time for lunch, and you want me to eat with you, how can you still dilly-dally and talk with others about non-important things (which can obviously wait) and expect me to stand at a side to wait for you for a whole TEN minutes???!!!!!!!

Don't you KNOW that someone is waiting for you to have lunch with her??? And somemore it's because you yourself said that you want to eat together with her???!!!!!!!! It's so impolite to keep people waiting for you just because you want to laugh and make jokes with your friends!!! Next time if you want to dilly-dally then please go ahead and don't make plans with me ok?! Cause I just DO NOT LIKE to waste my time waiting for others to finish small talk!!!! You wanna dilly-dally with others please make plans with others so that you all can dilly-dally your way all through your lunch time and talk and laugh and maybe leave five minutes for you all to gobble up your food....

Haiya! I'm just so super pissed k? I don't know why I'm like that k? I just don't like to be kept waiting, and I don't like others to wait for me also!!! It's just so simple!!! Why can't it be understood??!!!

You think I'm selfish? No. You are. Cause your inconsiderate actions cost people their time and make people frustrated. Don't say that I have not kept people waiting before, yes, indeed I have. But it's only because of important held-up, not some stupid small talk and jokes lor!!! Geddit?!!! No?? Go bang your head against the wall.

Haiz~~~~ Ok, maybe you can say that I am the impatient type, and I do know that people like me cannot be a teacher, else I might end up flinging children against the wall (i'm just kidding ok?), and I do admit that I am impatient, but I am only impatient towards those that WASTE my time!

I am very caring one ok?! I have been working with SGH for some time now, and when I handle patients, I am very caring and gentle de hor... I don't scold them or get irritated if they cannot walk or stand on their own, instead I take very gentle care of them and their needs and make sure that they are very comfortable when they are with me ok?!

And I really think that this job is very meaningful to me and I am very happy everyday when I am working lor.. You know how much it means to you when you have helped your patients feel comfortable and they say "thank you" to you? You will feel so happy that you wanna cry de lor!

I went for lifting technique training today and I really hope that I can pass and get my cert.. The trainer was so funny that I laughed all the way through class till I also don't know whether I crying or laughing... Haha~~~~~~~~

Hmmm, my mood seems better now....

ThAt LaDy @ 8:25 PM