Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Cobwebs
Sorry, been really busy lately. They say when you have something you lose something.
Yeh, totally agree. Since the birth of my car, it's been really hard on me. Well, not really hard, just that I am working hard now so that in future everything will be easy for me.
Yup, that's right. It's me typing here on my blog. Finding it hard to believe that I am planning for the future? Well, can't blame you. Since I've always been a live-for-this-moment type of person, even I myself can't believe the change in myself. Kekeke~~~
There's still alota things on my mind right now, still many goals unachieved. But I'm so many steps closer now to my goals, which gives me the motivation to work even harder every morning when I wake up, telling myself that today's another step closer, and feeling all the satisfaction in me, I feel alive.
The most important thing in life, even if the whole world gives up on you, never ever give up on yourself. Give yourself a goal, what is it that you wanna prove to others? And then, focus, motivate yourself, drive yourself, and you will achieve.
And then, when you have proven yourself, others will then understand that you are still alive, you are not dead.
Even if you feel there's no one you need to prove to, at least prove it to yourself. It's so meaningful, so satisfied, so proud, when you see what you have achieved through hard work.
It's never too late.
Haha, feel like an old lady now. Wish I can understand all these earlier. Well, they say if you have never experienced it, you will never KNOW.
You won't feel the pain unless the needle pricks you.
I thank all those people who despises me before, who gave me your harsh words, thank you all for hurting me like hell. Without you, I will not be who I am today.
Thank those who have hurt you, and the best defense to them is to be better than them in every way.
Thanks to my "Lao Gong" for scolding me so often, I know he meant well. I know the love he has for me whenever breakfast, lunch and dinner is sent to me personally by him. I know the hurt he feels whenever he sees my cry after he has scolded me. I know it every minute of the day. His messages, his words, his hug, his kiss, his everything, every gesture is done because he loves me.
And for all my friends out there, I have never forgotten you. I still wanna do my hair with you this coming CNY Meifen. I promise I will do it with you this year, just like the past. We'll do our shopping together again and talk till the wee hours in the morning again. Soon. Promise.
ThAt LaDy @ 7:20 PM
