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Sunday, July 20, 2008

Unfair

I just read a girl's blog, her bf died while in Brunei for training. Tears in my eyes, it made me think back on life.

What is life, and why does things end up the way they did?

It is also a very difficult time for me emotionally now, as I struggle to make the right decision. What is the right decision? How should I decide?

Yes, on the surface I seem to enjoy. But deep down inside, I really am struggling.

Yes, the world is unfair, at times till the point of unfathomable stage. I wonder how others lead their lives, how they make their decisions, or rather, how will they decide if they were in my shoes?

Success to some people, is owning cars and condos, to others, to me, I would really like just a happy and carefree life.

How do we define happy you may ask, and I will tell you that happy to me is, being contented.

The world is very contradicting, people are contradicting. We say one thing but we do another thing, it happens so often doesn't it?

Arghz!!!

I really hate being so emotional. Hate the feeling of not being able to control myself.


ThAt LaDy @ 4:33 AM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Just A Quick One

Ok, just a quick one.

Sorry to those who have been clicking on my name and keep getting disappointed. Been rather busy recently, erm, or should I say, busy enjoying myself, busy relaxing.

Nothing new, recently, life's still the same. I'm at Da's house since last night, and will probably be too for tonight.

Gotta go, Da's chasing me to go down for a swim.

Promise I will blog more.

Ciao.


ThAt LaDy @ 3:56 PM