~~~ That's Me ~~~

Monday, December 29, 2008

A New Year, A New Start

Had a great time hanging out with my ex-colleagues for the weekend at costa sands resort, pasir ris. I've never been so happy just simply hanging out with each other, playing funny games accompanied with hilarious laughter. Though we slept like 6 am to 11 am accompanied with snoring and squeezing each other off beds, still it was a memorable chalet outing for me. Though I hit my still-injured toenail while swimming, I'm just thankful that it was not painful, cos while it's still dangling there, it's not broken off, else there won't be any nail coverning the toe liao. *Shivers*

2008 is coming to an end, and if you ask me what's the best thing that's happened to me this year, I would say that it's simply having my friends and loved ones still standing by around me, and also I found back my long-lost-long-pinned-for love. The other best thing is I'm gonna leave already, in search of a better future!

What's the worst thing that's happened to me this 2008? The toenail freak accident I suppose. And also the empty feeling I've had for a whole year until just recently, when I finally am able to feel hope and cherished again.

I'm also so happy for a friend, who've found love once again despite being hurt terribly, and would like to say a few words to you my friend,

Isn't life so full of surprises? Just when you thought that everything is over, it actually isn't?
The hurt may still be there, the courage may be reduced, but I would like to say to you,
Don't give up hope, and don't give up the one who is good to you now, though you may be scared of getting hurt again, let's try and forget about the past, shall we? And try to love the present and embrace the future.
Cos whatever will be, will be.
Love now, and who knows, tomorrow will be even more beautiful than yesterday?
Even though I may be far away, I'll still be here for you if you ever need me, ok?

The last big event for 2008 will be my departure, and I imagine lots of tears and sobbing and and....

Haiz.

It's not as though I'm going to another country la. I'll still be in Malaysia mah, though it's hours away from my mum. She's like really sad today, and keep asking why I must go so far? I just tell her it's really not that far, and it's still in Malaysia, and last time I everyday go in to Singapore why you don't feel so sad huh?

And she feels slightly better for a while, and I continue to tell her that my grandparents are there and I will always go to them if I face any problems, and she feels more assured.

Since she's off today, I would like to spend more time with her, and I'll try to avoid letting her send me off on the big day, like maybe leave house earlier before she comes back from work? Yep, I think that's a great idea. I seriously hate crying departure scenes, cos I'll cry if someone else cries. And I won't feel good leaving after seeing someone crying.

Well, I don't know what's for me at the other end of the road, but I'll just continue with my journey and when I reach the end, I'll know. And I know that I won't regret come what may.

I'm having a gut feeling that 2009 will be splendid for me. And my instincts are always right.

And if I ever find a chance, I promise I will blog okay?

ThAt LaDy @ 4:25 PM