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Saturday, December 13, 2008

Freak Accident

You know, this Watsons recently had some renovation, and before that, I have bought things there for years, until today, my shopping trip was always safe and sound. But alas! Today! Of all days! On my fucking off day can? How many times have I emphasised on the importance of my off day???!!! And somemore at 1 pm while I was just STARTING to enjoy my off day!

These new shelves, at Watsons, had these freaking metallic, steelic, whatever things to support them at the bottom, these 架子s have 脚s right? Somehow, I kicked into those things, or rather, those things just kicked into me (ok, I know this sounds stupid), and PAK!!!!

It's fucking painful ok!!! And the next thing I saw was my fourth toenail covered in blood!!!!!

Can you imagine not? The blood was just oozing out lor!

Then somehow, everyone around us was panicking and someone passed me a tissue and plaster.

I was shouting, "Is it ok to put plaster not? The nail how? Later when I take out plaster sure the nail will stick on to the plaster one mah! Then the nail will drop out itself or what? Then how I change the plaster if the nail is already broken? Why my nail already broke but never drop out?" All the while I was in frantic hysterical tears.

This is the thing, my nail just broke, covered in blood, but the nail is still there, obviously broken from the roots, though the roots of my nails is now left with like 1 cm, that means a tiny weeny part of my nail is there but 98% of my nail is broken from the other 2%. That means there are now two parts of my nail on that toenail. (Argh, this is getting tiring.)

The 98% of my nail did not drop off, but it's just sticking there in a very awkward manner, and I am thinking that if I pull it out, then there will not be anymore nail covering the skin of my nail. (*Shudders)

And I am fucking worried that it will get infected, I don't dare to put any cream or medicine on it cos now, basically it's rather numb, but I'm really scared that if I go see a doctor and the doctor puts medicine on it it will be fucking stinging painful lar! Or worse, the doctor pulls out the already broken nail!!! How how how???!!!!

Ok, stay calm. After the whole episode, staff of Watsons just did not bother to take a single look at me. And I still had to pay for the wet tissues (obviously already 90 % used for wiping my blood) and also the plasters. But I was in too much pain to complain against them la.

But still, please la, others tell me that, "Oh, you are not the first one who kena, alot of people kena already!"

EXCUSE ME???!!!!! Alot of people kena then there's no action being taken? At least wrap some cushion or cotton or whatever around those fucking metallic things mah!!!!! KNNBCCB!!!!!!!

But they were lucky la, since I was in so much pain I just hop myself out of the shop.

Now I'm still worried la. I've never had this kind of accident before and I seriously do not know how I should handle. Can I wet it? Is it going to be painful when I wet it? If I don't wash it, will it get infected? By dirt or whatever? Anyone got advice?

After having my meal, I was feeling a little better, not in so much pain, and I decided that I can walk slowly, cause I am not going home without shopping.

This pair of boots, which I was thinking about for days and nights I really liked it so much. But I think it was only a few weeks of considering la, that I decided, heck, since it is keeping me awake at night I shall just fucking buy it la!!! Right??!!!!

I went back to the same shop, nothing. No more.

I want to cry again. I just want to cry again! Those brown boots, chio boots with diamond-like sewn on beads and and...... Herrr er er er errr..... (Sobbing now)

Fine, I won't wear any boots for my whole life then. (I always forget what I say in 3 seconds)

Fine, since my toe is in a fragile state now, I decided to just go watch a movie. GP506. Must watch this time.

Then went to cinema, NO MORE SHOWING! What? Did it even showed this title? Or just simply no more showing of the movie? I clearly remembered seeing the poster a while ago. Yes, hmm. It WAS JUST A WHILE AGO! A FEW DAYS MAYBE?? It couldn't have been more than a week could it?

ARGHZ!!!! By this time I was throwing a fucking temper and howling like a fucking bitch. I was just looking at small little things to get angry at and maybe to make my toe feel better?

No choice, got tickets for "Transporter 3". Not a bad movie I say.

After movie, went to Giant and searched for GP506. Nothing. Why all DVDs got but only GP506 don't have???!!!! Then suddenly, Da Yi Ma comes and visit me again this month. Bought "Wild Child" DVD (I think I still have a few movie DVDs buy liao never watch), cause I just not happy to go home empty-handed can? Then buy some "bread" for Da Yi Ma to eat, and now, haven't had dinner, sitting here, typing out all my frustrations and whining like a dissatisfied cat.

My off day always like that, make me not happy at all. Haiz~~~~~

Tomorrow still must go to work. No more leave-taking. Next week going back to hometown so already took alot of leave liao.

My nail still hurts, though not as painful now, kinda numb le...

ThAt LaDy @ 8:36 PM