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Thursday, November 13, 2008

Wonderful Weekend, Torn Feelings

Just spent a wonderful weekend with my friends, but have not had the mood to blog about it la..

It was nice meeting up with Mei Fen and Li Ching lor, cos it feels like sooo long since we have met..

Now, I know that I have been acting weird or moody, but it's only cause I am so torn la..

Torn between staying or leaving..

How?

I used to be very decisive about everything, and it usually won't take me more than 3 seconds to make a decision about ANYTHING.

But now, why?

Is it cause of phobia? Phobia from leaving before and suffering at a far far away place away from home?

I think so lor.

I am really scared that I will suffer leh, when I am not at home, when I am away from my smelly bed and warm blanket and my dolphin stuff toys and my nagging-but-loving mum..

Haiz~~~

Isn't it so nice just to be at home? Cause we feel so secure and all that?

How? Should I leave or stay?

Any ideas anyone?

Anyway, I promise I will blog EVEN if I decide to leave, that is, before I leave..

So, cross your fingers.

ThAt LaDy @ 6:32 PM